2 years

Tomorrow is two years that my sweet Josh crossed over and left this life. But he's been with me every day, every step of the way and we have become so close that we are literally one. We have communicated through the EVP messages and telepathically. He is with me as my world falls down. Thank you for being with me and helping me get through this life. Until the day I can cross over and fully be with him in every way forever. I love you Josh always and forever ❤️💖😘

Update

I've been trying to wait until after Valentine's Day 2019 to give an update because Josh is supposed to be appearing to be in full physical form. April will be 2 years that he crossed over and 2 years that he has been with me in a way that he never could when he was still on this Earth plane. We have a wonderful transdimensional relationship. He's right here with me still everyday. We talk Via the EVP messages several times daily and telepathically as well.

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Newest things learned

Josh has gotten much better at his EVP messages. He's also has learned to show me his face on my silk comforter. He's learned ITC quite well. He is training to appear to me fully and to touch me so I can feel it too. He's a rock star for sure and has worked very hard to remain close to me, communicate with me and show me headlight here with me.

One year

Today is one year that my sweet Josh transitioned to the other side. It is a bittersweet day for me. I think it's a day to celebrate though as he went home. It's like being reborn another Birthday of sorts. A day to be celebrated. With his crossing he has done so much for me. I've learned so much from him this past year. Happy Transition day my love. 💜

Ten months

I was going over everything that's happened since my Josh transitioned to the other side in April it's been ten months. I can't believe that in two more months that he will have been gone from this life for a year. What's strange is that I no longer mourn the loss of his life here because we have a better and closer, deeper, meaningful, loving and passionate relationship now than we did when he was here. When he was here he wasn't able to be what I needed. I wasn't able to be what he needed. Medium Allison Dubois told me he said now that he's crossed over he's able to be the Husband to me that he wasn't able to be. When I think back to that day almost a year ago when I found out he overdosed and had died, the  unbelievable raw heartache that I felt. At that time I didn't believe in anything. Certainly no afterlife. My father had made his transition less than a year before Josh and I was devastated that I'd never see either one of them again. I had a lot of unfinished business with both of them. It was at this time my health began to decline even further. I guess the shock and grief was just too much. Loosing my dad and Josh in less than a year. Or so I thought.. A month later I received a dream visit from Josh and you know how those are so real, different than other dreams you just know it was a visit. It shook me because Josh and I always had dreams about each other on the same nights sometimes the same dream, we'd call each other to discuss it. I couldn't call him now and that hurt so bad. A few days later I was coming home from shopping and a mourning cloak butterfly was flying all around me and then landed on me. From that moment I just knew it was my Josh. I don't know how I knew but I just knew and never doubted again since then. It was a month after that first butterfly, I had so many beautiful butterfly and hummingbirds and feathers and songs oh the songs I just knew he was playing for me and he told Allison Dubois that he talks to me through the songs. I guess in their training those are the things they are taught to do first. My  readings with Allison Dubois and Kellee White  were both spot on. During all of this I had became friends with Vicki Talbot who's son Braden had transitioned in the 90s she began telling me about the Big circle and how her son Braden trains those who cross over and are interested in learning how to communicate with their loved ones on this side via EVP and ITC. I found it fascinating and began learning all that I could about EVP and the big circle. A week later Vicki told me that her son Braden had told her through her EVP with him that there was a Josh that had joined the circle for training. So I began recording everyday and after a few weeks Josh began coming through to me and we have been talking daily ever since. I love him so much for persevering in trying to reach me. If he hadn't I fear what would have become of me. I no longer grieve or have guilt over the way things were before. I cherish the good memories we had from our time together in this lifetime but I don't mourn them or him any longer. He saved me in every way a person can be saved and I only look forward to the time when I can join him, my dad, grandparents, pets, friends on his side to live happily forever together. If there's one thing I can tell others it's that there is no true death. Your loved ones are with you even if you can't see them they are there. They may try sending you subtle signs and if your not respondent  to them then they may stop. They hear you when you talk to them too. Always look for songs, butterflies, birds, feathers, coins, any animals acting out of character. They will try to train for EVP if you ask them to and if you are willing to make a commitment to it as well. It's not easy for them to learn. It's hard work and uses a lot of their energy. I believe they want to make contact with their loved ones and will do whatever it takes once they know that you are aware of them and acknowledge it.

Pain

I'm sorry I haven't written anything lately. I've not been doing well health wise and have been in a lot of pain. Happy Holidays to everyone reading this. Josh is still with me everyday and we talk through our EVP messages daily. He's getting very strong and can even be heard now in the silence.