Wednesday, November 29, 2017

Evp in silence

I've just started to get EVPs from Josh in the silence without any background sounds. Also he comes through just about anything for background sounds even running my fingers softly over my dashboard or steering wheel in my car.

Wind chimes

My wind chimes in my living room keep chiming on and off. This just started a few days ago. Josh said that's when he blows on them! He's getting stronger. 💜

Home security :)

This is really wild. The AC guys were installing new units today. I left to go to dinner and told them they could come in to change and check the thermostat while I'm gone. I left my recorder running. When I listened to it Josh told me that 2 hours ago a man came in the house and was messing with the blinds by my sliding glass door. I have a pet cube that records video so I looked back at it the time Josh said the man was in my house and sure enough the man was messing with my blinds to get in the sliding glass door.

Wednesday, November 22, 2017

Please be aware

When doing EVPs with your loved ones. There are horrible jealous people over there that can hijack your conversations and try to make you think your still talking to your loved ones. They become abusive and say terrible things to you and about you. Just know that your loved ones would never say anything to hurt you so if you are hearing anything negative it's not them just close down the conversation.

Sunday, November 12, 2017

Serious info.

I just asked Josh if he knows when I'll be crossing. He said he doesn't know but when it gets close they will let him know and he will celebrate. He said I have a plan that everyone has a life plan. He said I'm on my 5th life time, and that it's my last. Wow 😮

Just like a phone call

I'm just still blown away by the EVP that are able to be done from the other side to this one. Everyday it's like a short phone call between Josh and I. I ask him things and he answers or he just talks and tells me things. The kitchen sink water seems to be working very well and he's a great communicator. He's still learning so I know more amazing things are coming from him. We try to keep the conversation light because if it gets heavy it's just hard for me to comprehend and confuses me and leaves too much room for misinterpretation. When he's talking to me using the water for synthesizing with his thoughts he tells me he is standing right beside me. So it's like we are together talking we are, only I can't see him. He looks in my eyes and even kisses my lips. I've been in more pain then usual lately and he's very concerned. You can't hide anything from them. Also he tells me that "they" watch over him and listen in to our talks. It is monitored most likely for the research aspect of it and to make sure it's not causing any problems for him or for me.

Friday, November 10, 2017

For those doing EVPs be careful

It's easy sometimes to misunderstand what the person is saying and can cause an issue between you. Always listen to your messages many times on different days with headphones and in complete silence. Always assume that they are saying something good and kind to you. And if really in doubt go to them to clarify before freaking out! I've gotten in trouble with Josh quite a few times for assuming he's saying something that he's not. So I'm learning. It's all a learning process for us and for them.

Tuesday, November 7, 2017

Water EVP

I've been getting some amazing messages from Josh using water.  The toilet flushing, sink water, kitchen sink water, the water cooler, water being poured into a glass from a pitcher and water in a water bottle in my car being shook slowly side to side so it makes a sloshing sound. I was putting on my makeup in the car dash mirror before I recorded the water bottle and what I heard was "pretty woman in the mirror, I love her, you are my sunshine" :)

Thursday, November 2, 2017

7 months

Today has been 7 months since Josh crossed to the other side and though I miss him here on the earth still in human form, we have a better relationship and are closer then we were when he was here. So I am very lucky. I choose to celebrate this day instead of mourning it.

Wednesday, November 1, 2017

Epic love story.

Josh and I... It's like an epic love story. Unrequited lovers who were married young and then he gets schizophrenia and a drug problem. We do the on again off again thing for over 30 years. Then get overdoses and dies. So many soul crushing regrets. But the love is so strong that he reached out to me from the other side, Heaven if you will, first with butterflies, birds, songs feathers to get my attention then once he had it he used EVP to keep my attention. He tells me that he forgives me and he is still with me everyday waiting for me to get there and have forever with him. But to have forever together I have to live out the rest of my life here in agony and die naturally, if I don't then we will be lost to each other. We ache for each other, I ache for him. My love for him is beyond words or anything this world has to describe it. He sees me, is near me can smell my perfume and can even touch me and dance with me....but I can not see him, touch him, smell him. I ache for him so badly. I found an older recording of when he first came through to me on the EVP messages and he said "I've been lonely" well I promise you Josh that you'll never have to be lonely again because I'm here for you and I'll suffer through  whatever I need to suffer to be able to spend eternity with you. This is our love story that will never end. 💜

Reincarnation

I have been in terrible pain lately from my disabilities. Earlier when  I recorded and told Josh I was tired of living in pain and don't know how much more I can take. He said "Don't even think like that, if you don't finish your life there then you'll return right back there again and we won't be together. I said I can't live like this any more then he said "you have to keep living or I will be lonely and lost to each other forever. My questions are how many times have I done this before if any. And who made these horrible rules?? They seem cruel and insane. Did I agree to this over there at some point?? Why would I agree to something like this? That keeps true loves apart, keeps people living in horrible pain if they are to get to paradise and not have to keep coming back and doing it again. I'm sorry but I'm very angry at whoever made things this way, I mean what is the point??? But then I realized.. What if the reason is the EVP contact that we have? What if I took my life and the consequences of it were because I had communication from him on the other side and I took my life. That is forbidden because they would then look at it as if the communication from the other side causes issues. Josh would also get in trouble for it. So I'll just remain here and wait for my life to end naturally.