As I sit here, smelling Josh's scent left on the t shirt that his friend Jason sent me my heart is heavy. But then I remember that he's here with me still.
It all began when he died 3 months ago from a drug overdose. Wow it had hit me so hard. Just remembering the day I found out makes me cry and feel it all over again. I always thought I'd be the one to go before him. It was very unexpected for me even though I knew that he used drugs. I guess I felt that he knew what he was doing after all these years and had built up a tolerance. I was wrong. He died April 2nd. He was 43 years old.
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